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Friday, December 24, 2010

kisah AQ n DYE~~ PART 1

aq tataw npe aty aq ase ta tenang~
tetibe je ase gni..dup..dap..dup..dap..b'debar meyh..law ase b'debar cm 1st tyme aq tg0k bie aq tape r..tp ni ase len..jp2..maw detect lu pesal aq ase gni..aq ase,,tetiap ari aq b'debar gni..npe ek..??hurmmm..haaaaa..!!da taw da...ni sbb ase windu..yup..ni aty ta tenang sbb aq windu..k0npem..!!windu..

windu~
windu tat spe ek..??windu family aq??2 mmg r..mnde pnting uh..tp ase windu ni ag pnting..!aq windu dye..spe dye??nuh,,tat belah kanan skrin lappy k0wg ade pic dye..''& ni dye"..yup,,dye..!!dye uh pnting w0o lam id0p aq..dye t'masuk lam list T0P 5 lam aty aq..dye uh,,hubby aq..

hubby~
nme mnje dye PACEK MUSYUK..huhu..aq suke dye..aq syg dye..n aq chenta dye..k0 ade..??tade an..huhu..(pinjam tagline junior aq jp)..ngee~~
dulu an,,malu gk bile aq salu p0st sumtin y agk 'jiwang' kt status fb aq..de la makhluk2 Allah y salu ckp aq minah jiwang..tp 2 dulu laa..skunk ni,,aq ta kesa 0wg na ckp pe p0n..wall aq,,fb aq,,acc aq,,aq pnye ske larh..an..??skunk,,ta malu daa na p0st pape nt0k gtaw y aq syg dye..tp kdg2,,aq leka gk..salu gk aq ta gtaw y aq syg dye..TAPI,,2 ta b'mksud y aq ta pedulikn dye 0ukeyh..aq mmg syg dye..cume,,mybe aq ni salu LALAI..huhu..kdg2,,t'lupe gk..(ta pat0wt t0l an..)tp na wt cnne..aq ta sempurna meyh...tp dye still nan aq..maluuu~~aq taley jd y t'baek nt0k dye..   T-T

t'baek~
yup..mnde 2 aq ase pnting..law bley aq na jd y t'baek lam id0p dye..skunk,,aq nga cube..tp tade la cmpy aq uba dri aq..aq akn cube nt0k tnjukkn aq ase kasih,,rindu,,n chenta aq kt dye..evn aq taw agk susa bg 0wg y ta bape bese cm aq neyh..tp aq akn cube..brutal2 aq,,aq ase malu gk..bkn pe,,aq ta bese..malu 2 still ad...tp aq taw ta pat0wt aq ase malu nan pkwe aq cndri..tp jgn la cmpy tataw malu an..??huhu..well,,aq akn cube..nt0k dye..

dye~
aq stat jat0 chenta kt dye 04.02.2010..still egt w0o..aq ne pena egt tarikh aq kapel nan ex2 aq sbl0m neyh(amb0oi,,bajet cm byk..haha)..tp aq egt cmpy skunk n insyaAllah cmpy ble2 tarikh aq jat0 aty kt dye..tyme mule2 aq tg0k dye an,,aq ase cm ''waaaaaaaaaaa...''...''waa~~'' pe aq tataw..tp y aq taw,,aq da jat0 aty..ngeh3..tataw npe aq ley jat0 aty nan dye..ntah,,cm de sumtin kt dye y wt aq jd g2..huhu..things i wish i knew..Allah je taw an..tp,,pasaan 2 juz t'pendam g2 je...

t'pendam~
haaaaa..aq suke ayt neyh..t'pendam..aq men pendam je pasaan aq tat dye(dye pn sme upenye..huhu)..malu seyh law aq gtaw aq ske dye..kunk naye je law dye da de awek..dats y aq pendam jep..juz simpan mnde uh tat aty aq dalam2..aq suke intai dye(bkn sk0deng 0ukeyh)..huhu..aq salu b'hrp dye de dkt nan aq..huhu..bkn gatal k..juz na dye dkt nan aq..na b0rak nan dye cm dye b0rak nan mmber2 aq..na gelak sme2..na tg0k dye men gitar dri dekat..na tg0k muke dye..tp TALEY..huhu..aq ske amek gmba dye curik2..huhu..kunun maw snap pic mmber aq,,tp aq snap pic dye..huhu..cmpy je kt h0stel,,asyk tg0k je pic dye..haha..mse 2 aq ase klaka ble egt bl8..cm 0wg angau de gk..tp an,,2 da ckup wt aq eppy evn taley ckp nan dye..eppy..

eppy~
aq b'bls2 mcj nan dye..huhu..ne dye dpt n0 aq..tengs 2 ma seni0r..haha..b'gune gk dye ek evn dye sengal..mamp0s aq law dye taw aq ckp gni..haha..c dye ckp,,dye amek n0 aq nan seni0r aq..kt0wg de t'serempak kt psr mlm ritu..tp setakat t'serempak jelaa..ta ckp byk p0n...msing2 cm blur..aq ag laa..huhu..tp lepas 2 an,,ble aq taw dye y mcj aq,,tnpe aq sedar aq l0mpat tpi jln..hahaha..aq egt g..seb bek ta rmai 0wg mse uh..ntah..ase eppy 0uh ble taw dye mcj aq..ngeee~tp an..sl0w2 aq kne lupekn pasaan aq tat dye..n aq try uba aty aq tat 0wg len..nyesal..

nyesal~
yup,,aq nyesal sbb timer laki uh..aq nyesal sbb bg aty aq tat laki uh..evn bkn bg spnuhnye,,aq still regret..evn laki uh taw aq syg 0wg len,,laki uh tetap tam0 lepas aq..psiko*cmpy skunk aq n mmber2 aq pggil laki uh g2..de mmber aq ckp,,laki uh syg aq cgt2..dats y dye wt aq g2..tp bg aq,,2 bkn syg nmenye..law id0p da cm lam kurungan an..ta bebas lgsg..law da cmpy taley pkai prfume fevret aq,,taley pkai bju y dye ta suke,,men s0und tnpe alas mlut uh,,taley pkai tdung y dye ta ske,,aiiii,,panas bai..aq bkn patung..kne ik0t je pe y dye na..last2,,aq mnx ptus..n aq ta regret mnde uh..sbb aq de sum0ne lam aty aq..evn aq tataw pasaan dye tat aq mse 2,,aq ta kesa..menchentai ta smstinye mmiliki an..aq truskn id0p aq ngn chenta uh..*ayat agk taley blah*..huhu


ta nyesal~
aq ta regret aq clash nan laki uh..ckt p0n ta regret sbb aq bley syg c dye tnpe sbrg hlgn..b'tpuk sbla tgn ta kn b'bnyi..huhu..rupenye aq tepuk due belah..dats y bunyi..haha..aq cri dye afta aq clash nan laki uh..ntah,,tataw npe aq mcj dye n aq gtaw y aq da clash..hurmm..mybe sbb na gtaw y aq solo skunk ni..hahaha..ta malu t0l aq neyh..tp ta kesaa..dye milik aq skunk neyh..bax 2 da st0ry..aq mcj nan dye..tp bkn salu..bkn kdg2..tp jrg2..ye laa,,ta kn na wt mke tataw mlu asyk mcj dye an..tyme uh tataw g dye de awek ke ta..aq p0n ta ltk hrpn y tggi..sbb aq tam0 aq  jat0 t..


jat0~
yup..aq jat0..haha..jat0 gk sbb aq nmpk dye nan s0wg awek ni kt gad0ng*dungun..aq knal p0mpuan uh..1 claz nan aq lam kelab kembara..mati2 aq egt awek dye..nmpk lak sumtin y *mnguatkn lg anggapan aq..huhu..perghh..b'sepai d0e aty aq tyme uh..ase d0wn giler vavi..ta pena ase d0wg g2..ilang hrpn na b'sme2 nan dye..tp an,,tengs to tiyah...huhu..dye gtaw y p0mpuan 2 ex c dye jep..fuhhh!lega w0o..haha..ase maw trbg jew mlm uh ble dpt taw dye sgle mgle..haha..bley msuk jarum..hikhik..haaa..aq gatal..haha..


masuk jarum~
hahaha..klaka ble bce masuk jarum uh..cm la aq ng0rat dye..ta..aq ta ng0rat dye..dye p0n ta ng0rat aq..kt0wg juz cm mmber bese je..mcj jrg2..tp tengs 2 mmber2 y usik aq tyme uh..sbb d0wg usik la aq p0s kt fb aq gtaw tam0 d'usik g..n sbb 2 gk la,,akhernya dye taw aq suke dye..hahaha..malu2..tp,,y ta sgke nye,,dye gtaw y dye p0n ske gk aq..hahaha..waaaaa~bahagia meyh..!!

bahagia~
17.04.2010..tarik keramat uh..lps kt0wg gtaw ske,,t'reveal la secret msing2..huhu..ble aq jat0 aty kt dye,,ble dye ske aq..pe kt0wg salu wt lam bus..huhu..mish dat m0ment..n dat day,,dye pr0pose aq..*cm ajk kawen lak..haha..aq trus timer r weyh..peluang dpn mte uh..spe tam0..huhu..da nyate2 aq syg dye..wtpe na tggu ag an..kunk nyesal..ta psal..



**uik,,da k0l bpe neyh..??aiyaaaaarrkkk..mmber aq da na amek aq neyh..smbung len kli..

***T0 BE C0NTINUE~

S.A.B.A.R~~

im addicted t0 diz s0ng...!!
0uh..kinda stress wif da pressure at da 0fis..but then,,i have 2 SABAR..!kdg2 an,,menci aw ble dgr ayt uh..
bkn pe..aty neyh kdg2 taley na tahan marah uh..ase cm susa giler na sabar ble asyk kne maki je..tp an,,ma,,bie,,n kwn2 aq ckp SABAR..!!yup,,mmg kne sabar..slme aq pktikel ni,,mmg byk mnde y aq blaja..n m0stly,,aq blaja SABAR..!dulu,,aq lepak je maki bl8 law de 0wg maki aq..ta makan saman der..na wt cnne..aq jenis y keras aty..ta pena na ase tak0wt..tp skunk,,0uh..skse giler bile ta dpt maki 0wg y maki aq uh..B0S beb..ne brani..abes2 p0n resign je laa..tp da nme PRACTICAL,,ne bley maen resign cenggitu...maw mati aq kne fire kt lect aq..seb baek la ramai y suh aq SABAR..! n de 1 mlm uh,,aq tg0k ID0LA KECIL 3...t0mey2 je dak2 tecik uh nyanyi..ble SYAZLIN nyanyi lagu uh,,aq ase cm ''waaaa..''bez gk lagu uh..mcm gud2 je an law na jadikn pberi smgt..haha..aq ta minat MILEY CYRUS,,dats y la aq ta pena dgr lgu uh..n ble tg0k k Youtube,,tade lak vide0 dak Shazlin uh..y de juz Miley n diz J0E..bez cgt ble dgr J0E nyanyi.(smbil2 cuci mate)huhu..n n0w,,im addicted 2 diz s0ng..tiap2 mlm aq akn dgr lgu neyh..tiap2 pg p0n aq dgr b4 aq na msuk 0pis..alhamdulillah..aq da de pberi smgt bwu..sbl0m ni,,Ma,,Bie,,n Fam bwu aq salu jd supp0rter aq..n n0w,,da tmbh 1 g..diz s0ng..BESYYY~~~

''I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking

The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on,
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
''


Thursday, December 9, 2010

N.U.K.I.L.A.N. aq tentang C.H.E.N.T.A.


n0w,,lets talk b0ut lurve...
tade byk xperience p0n lam bidang neyh..
tp saje shuke2,,isi mase lpang..
ase cm na tulis sumtin b0ut lurve..
setiap 0wg akn alami situasi cm pic kt ats..
eppy ble dpt pe y kte suke..
chenta an byk definisi..
bkn chenta kt pkwe o mkwe je..
tp chenta ni luas...
merangkumi sume aspek lam kehidupan kte...



k..ni kire chenta gk...
c ibu n ayh y mnnti kehadiran tanda chenta d0wg...
d0wg b'usahe gk nt0k dpt chenta y pling d0wg idamkn lam id0p d0wg..
egt sng ke na jge ank2..
mcm2 ragam y kne d0wg ngadap..
tp d0wg still saba sbb pe..??
chenta d0wg tat ank2..
jgn salakn parents kte if d0wg salu aturkn jln id0p kte..
mybe de sbb npe d0wg wt cm2..
ma bpk ane y ta sygkn ank d0wg an..
evn binatang p0n sygkn ank..
jgn cpt melatah law kne tgur..
egt,,parents adalah individu paling pnting lam id0p kte..
ye,,mybe kte sygkn pkwe o mkwe kte bagai na mati..
sggup wt pe je nt0k penuhi keinginan d0wg..
tapi,,pena ta kte t'pk psl 0wg y ag byk jase kt kte neyh..??
pena ta kte b'usahe nt0k penuhi keinginan d0wg...??
kdg2,,na mkn semeja p0n susa an..
ye laaa,,da besaa..
haluan id0p da bley na tentukan cndri..
jgn cm2 kawan...!!
menyesal ta suda t... 
da besa an,,lu pikir la cndri.. =)



sahabat...
kehadiran chenta itu mmpu menerangi hidup y suram...
kehadiran sahabat lam id0p kte p0n cm2 gk an..??
tnpe sahabat,,sumpah b0san id0p k0wg..
tp,,pndai2 la na bzekn antre kawan n sahabat..
kawan,,senang salu je bsme nan kte...
tp susa senang bersame,,itula sahabat..
sahabat bukan cm pampers..
da pakai,,buang cm2 je..
sahabat,,bukan cm bank..
tade dwet,,g wt pinjaman..
sahabat,,bukan cm chipsmore..
kjp ade,,kjp tade...
law 2 la erti sahabat lam id0p kte,,
kte ta kn dpt ase indahnye chenta lam p'sahabatan... =)



haaaa...ni ragam lam b'chenta la neyh..
da kcwe ckt,,mule la na putus hrpn..
tam0 id0p laa..na bunuh diri laa..
pe laaa..
ptus chenta,,kne tpu dek pkwe..
last2,,tam0 caye kt chenta daaa...
hei,,bkn 2 carenye...
jgn cpt mengalah...
ALLAH sntiase ade nt0k umat dye...
pe y jd msti de hikmahnye...
tg0k cm aq.. (cm tade cnt0h len je..hehe)
saket aty ble dpt pkwe y 'psych0' dulu..
ni ta bley,,2 ta bley..
egt aq ni ape..patung ke..!
tp,,aq ta putus hrpn..
ta sume laki cm2 an..
pe y jd msti de hikmahnye...(da 2x aq sbut neyh)
mmg t0l p0n..alhamdulillah,,aq da jmpe sum0ne y bt0l2 aq syg...
n y bt0l2 syg aq..  =)
''cinta datang
kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan
walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan..
kepada mereka yang masih percaya
walaupun mereka telah dikhianati..
kepada mereka yang masih ingin disayangi
walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya..
dan..
kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan
untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan...''  =)




chenta itu lahir dari penyatuan 2 aty...
cnt0hnye,,c laki h0binye suke 0utd0or xtvt jep..
y c p0mpuan lak suke ind0or xtvt jep..
b'beza an 2 0wg neyh..??
tapi,,kdg2 p'bezaan 2 la y mewarnai dunia chenta d0wg...
evn d0wg len interest,,tp aty d0wg tetap sme...
''sy syg awk..awk syg sy..''
2 da ckup..
ta b'erti h0bi,,status,,drjat kne sme..
law g2,,ramai la andartu n bujang lap0k lam dunia ni an...
1 g..law da syg 0wg uh,,jgn duk kesa cgt sal mse silam dye..
tp law dulu dye pena bunuh 0wg,,aq p0n tam0o..huhu
tade laa..mksd aq,,law dye pena wt sala dulu,,jgn egt dye akn wt sala ag..
cube bg 2nd chance nt0k dye..
kdg2,,samseng p0n bley b'uba ble da jumpe c jantung aty..
ubahlah 0rg y kite syg ke arh k'baekn...
jgn ungkit mse silam dye..
sbb kite insan biase..
ta lari dri wt sala n silap an..
''sayangilah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang
dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya...
kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi kiranya
kamu benar menyayanginya setulus hati...''



JGN MNIPU..!!

haha..aq shuke pic neyh...!!
jgn caye da kt 0wg y tipu kte cmni..
lam p'chentaan,,pe y penting kerjasame..!!
eh2,,bukan2..2 tagline w0nderpets..hikhik
pe y pnting..?? kejujuran laaa...ngee~~
tade mkne nye hubungan 2 dbina ats dsr tipu smte2..
o dmulakn dgn p'bohongan...
kt mulut,,
''sy bt0l2 chentakn awk..!''
lam aty,,
''aq b'taruh ngn kwn aq je,,tade mkne nye aq suke k0..!''
aq cndri pena alami mnde neyh..
pedih w0o..
k0 syg mamat ni gile2..
tp last2,,perghhh...
perit wa ckp luu...
law la de ag spesis gni lam dunia neyh,,
k0mpem rmai gile aweks merane...
jujur 2 penting lam p'hubungan...
insyaALLAH,,manis akhrnye y kte akn dpt
andainye hubungan kte d'warnai ngn kejujran..
wtpe na mnipu..
tmbh d0se je an..
tipu sunat,,tade mkne nye sume 2...
law kite t0l2 sygkn 0wg 2,,
cubela b'uba..
juj0 lam p'chentaan..
ta rugi p0on..  =)



''chenta y suci adalah chenta y ikhlas,,
bukan kerana simpati atau t'pkse..''
byk kes y jadi kt kwn aq..
timer laki 2 sbb simpati je..
kesian sbb salu merayu2 mnx kwn aq timer dye...
jgn...mkn diri t..
''timer owg y syg kiter''
mmg bnde 2 bt0l..
aq p0n akui bnde 2...
tp pndai2 la pk..
minat bley pupuk..chenta p0n ley semai..
tp law da ta bley,,jgn pkse diri..
ni y byk jd kes cerai..
gni la neyh..
bile da de 0wg y t0l2 syg kte na kte jd awek dye,,
tnpe pk pnjg trus timer..
tak0wt jd andartu ke..?
jgn pk kun0 g2...t kelak,,id0p merane..
kenal pasti perasaan cndri..
jgn ik0t kate aty cgt..
kdg2,,gune akal gk lam b'chenta ni..
law da ase taley na timer,,av0id je..bax off cpt2...
Allah da jdikn setiap org b'pasang2an...
jgn bimbang..law da j0doh ta k mane..
law rase bt0l2 ta serasi(afta da cube baiki byk kli),,
wt kputusan afta pk msk2..
''mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita
bertemu dan bermesra dengan orang yang salah
sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat..
kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas kurniaan itu..''   =)


tyme chenta,,sume manis je an...
mmg..mmsg t0l2 manis..
tp,,dlm manis uh,,jgn leka..
de y pahit menanti...
biase laa..asyk dk ase manis je..
mane pena pk sal pahit an..
ALLAH bg kte ase y manis dlu..
sbb dye akn uji kte ngn pahit lak..
na tg0k smeade kte b'sdia ke ta ngn sume 2...
skunk,,byk t'jd kes an,,anak lua nikah..!
haaaaaaaa...
tyme b'chenta,,sume manis bai..
d0se p0n kdg2 lupe...
cmpy y haram jd halal..
last2,,ALLAH uji ngn y pahit..
el0k2 slim,,daa bulat pew0t...
manis ta agk2 tyme uh..??
nauzubillah...simpang malaikat 44..
bile da d'uji ngn y pahit g2,,ALLAH na tg0k kte akn maniskn bl8 o akn pahitkn ag ujian dye 2..
kwn,,skli wt d0se uh,,jgn la d0k ulang2 ag..
ckup nan d0se y da b'bakul2 2..
anak 2 ta b'sala..k0wg y sala..
law ta na ank 2,,jgn dk buang ik0t sedap je..
pe k0wg egt 2 sampah..??
tyme ni bwu ase cm langit na runtuh..
dunia na kiamat..
c laki lari,,c p0mpuan lak derita s0wg dri..
(tp taley sala kn laki 100% lam situasi ni..
p0mpuan p0n same..)
bax 2 da st0ry,,chenta ke 2..??tyme manis sme2 rse..
tyme pahit s0wg2 je ngadap..
haaa,,ilang da sume manis tyme chenta uh..
s0o,,egt..jgn pk tyme b'chenta sume manis...
pndai2 la pk..ALLAH bg kte akal..
pndai2 tentukn mne bek n mne bruk..
peringatan nt0k dri cndri..  =)



haaaa...ni y salu jd gk...
try dgr lagu dadali,,d saat aq mencintaimu..
kne nan pe y aq tulis neyh..
hargai bt0l2 0wg y syg kte...
yakin y aty kte 2 mmg nt0k dye..
mntang2 la dye da jd pkwe o mkwe kte,,lyn cm na ta na jep..
tyme ng0rat dulu,,bley plak lyan giler2 an..
tp da dpt,,hampeehh..
jgn g2...peringatan nt0k dri cndri..
jgn ase senang aty ble da dpt pe y kte na..
jge bt0l2 psgn kte..
cbe jd y t'bek nt0k dye...
tp jgn pkse dri cgt keyh..
mmg dye sygkn kte..tp dye pnye pasaan gk..
law 0wg ta hrgai dye,,wtpe dye na stay an..??
n0 w0nder la dye tggalkn kte...
tyme 2,,nanges la,,meraung la cmne p0n..
dye ta kn bl8 kt k0wg...
kcuali,,y bt0l2 b'nseb bek n dberi 2nd chance...
''kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai
orang yang menyayangi kamu sepenuh hati,,
sehinggalah kamu kehilangannya..
pada saat itu tiada guna sesalan
kerana perginya tanpa berpatah lagi....''  =)



chenta ta smstinye memiliki...
cukupla owg y kte syg bahagia,,
kte p0n akn ik0wt bahagia..
wtpe kte bsme dgn 0wg y ta bahagia ngn kte an..??
wtpe kte skse dye nt0k stay nan kte an..??
ye,,mmg kte syg n chentakn dye...
tp law dye ta eppy ngn kte,,kte kne lepaskn dye..
relakn aty k0wg nt0k b'buat demikian..
biakn dye cri kebahagiaan dye...
insyaALLAH,,law kte bt0l2 sygkn dye,,kte p0n akn eppy law dye eppy..
mmg perit na lepaskn y kte syg,,tp tpkse la an..
relakn perpisahan 2 law 2 y t'bek nt0k 0wg y kte syg..
insyaALLAH,,law bt0l 2 jd0h kte,,
ALLAH akn kmblikn dye pd kte..
law ta,,de y lg bek mnanti nt0k kte..
kdg2,,chenta ke2,,ke3,,o ke4 lg baek dri chenta pertame..
jika kte ikhlas,,lillahi ta'ala,,insyaALLAH y lg baek mnanti kte..
jke bkn d dunia,,d syurga la hendaknye...
''jika kita mencintai seseorang,,
kita akan sentiasa mendoakannya
walaupun dia tidak berada di sisi kita..''





Friday, December 3, 2010

..T.E.N.T.A.N.G S.A.Y.A..


siti nur ain mohamad aka aien...
dats me....!!
aq s0wg y simple jep...
cgt2 simple...
dats y aq ltak nme bl0g aq neyh simple...
malas na pk name pnjg2..
susa2..
penuh glam...
juz plih y simple2 je an..

n n0w,,meh na citer srbe ckt sal aq...


ni ayah n ma aq...
insan y paling aq sayang lam dunia neyh...
tp ALLAH lbey sygkn ayah...
ayah aq meninggal tyme aq um0 9 ta0n...
tecik ag tyme uh...
n ma,,t'pkse besakn ank2 wid0ut ayah...
ma pengganti ayah lam sume hal...
aq ta kn lupekn jase2 d0wg kt aq slme neyh...
ayah n ma,,tengs 4 everything...!!!



ni la ma aq skunk...huhu
wajah y da dimamah usia...
alhamdulillah,,dye msih bsme kami...


she's ma bel0ved shista!!!!!
ma great bff t0o..  ^_^
eca aka sam...dats her name...
sp0rting na mati...
syg gile kt adeq2 dye...
0weyz c0l aq,,tnye if aq na pape...
aq syg dye sbb dye syg aq..huhu


ni lak adeq aq...
2nd bff kat uma...huuhu
len an muke kt0wg..??
adeq aq m0re 2 muke ayah..
aq lak ik0t muke ma...
izzati nme dye...



ank buah aq..nur suhaili aka lily...
dulu,,perghhh...c0mey gile...
skunk da itam..
hahaha..kuat sgt maen...
aq salu ckp g2 kt dye...
ps2 dye salu tarik muncung itik dye...huhu

n n0w,,AIEN...
aq la 2...huhu
aq de 7 adeq badeq...
tp sje je aq ltk pic akaq n adeq aq..
sajee..malas..huhu
aq n0 6...
h0bi aq p0se,,snap n edit...huhu

ni la hasil2 h0bi aq d wktu lapang...  ^_^



p0se kt tmn tamadun islam,,kt...


ni p0se kt sekayu...


huhu..dpn pkns..


p0se nan dak t0mey,,idlan ammar..


raye aji...


ngeee~~


dinner MAPRA...


ptg,,b4 dinner k0lej..


ni paceq keSAYANGan aq...  ^_^


juz h0pin...


editing....!


keje aq bile lect msuk claz lmbt...


haaaaaa...ni la paceq keSAYANGan aq...
aq suke dye...
aq sayang dye...
n aq chenta dye...ngee~~
17.04.2010...
tarikh keramat bg aq...huhu
tp chenta aq kt dye b'mule 4.2.2010..
lame an na dpt dye...
2 buln...lame r 2 bg aq...
ta caye dpt dye...hehe
egtkn aq ley minat dye lam diam jep...
n0w ta cye aq dpt jd kn as a part uf ma life...!!


aq sayang dye sbb......
sbb aq sayang dye laaaaa...hikhik
dye satu2 nye laki y wt aq caye ''lurve at da 1st sight''...
dulu,,aq ta caye sume uh...
bile aq tg0k dye,,,
''waaaaaaaaa...''
haaa,,g2 laa..
pdhal aq ta knl dye p0n..
b'ckp,,lgsg ta pena..
tp ta sgke dye p0n de pasaan y sme cm aq..huhu
n0w,,im really eppy...!!!!



ni ma superb bff!!!
nyna,,ija n akak...
tp mlgnye akak tade tyme neyh..huhu
d0wg la shbt aq,,susa senang salu ade nan aq...
ta pena pndg status..
we eppy 2geta!!!!


amanina athira razlan aka nyn bubu..
lurve her...!



siti nur hidayah muhamad aka akak...
haaa...ni la akak...
pic dye tade kt ats nuh ats sbb2 y ta dpt d'elakkn..huhu
lurve her...!


n ni,,nurasmaliza abd rashid aka ija...
ni 0wg kg aq...
salu nan dye tiap kli bl8 kg..huhu
lurve her..!

n dats it...
srbe ckt sal aq...
ta byk p0n y aq na xplain sal aq...
c0z deres n0thing special b0ut me...
lam bl0g aq neyh akn ade byk gmba jep..
bkn publisiti y dicari...
bukan k0ntr0versi y akn d'buat...
tp hanye la luahan aty se0rang AIEN...

keSAYANGan AIEN...!!

I pr0mise u ma heart..
I pr0mise we'll neva b apart..
I pr0mise not to hurt u..
I pr0mise to neva make u cry..
I pr0mise to 0weyz trust you..
I pr0mise not to lie..
I pr0mise u foreva..
I pr0mise u ma respect..
I pr0mise to do things right..
I pr0mise to 0weyz b there..
I pr0mise until da end..
I pr0mise to 0weyz lurve u..
I pr0mise to be ur best friend..
I pr0mise you ma love..
I pr0mise you ma life..
I pr0mise this forever..

c0z wat...??

c0z ur da PEANUT to ma BUTTER 
ur da STAR to ma BURST
ur da M to ma M
ur da POP to ma TART
ur da MILKY to ma WAY
ur da FRUIT to ma LOOP
ur da MILK to ma DUDS
ur da LUCKY to ma CHARMS
ur da ICE to ma CREAM
n m0stly,,
ur ma lurve...!!


_chenta_

chenta...
ape sbna nye y dmaksudkn dgn chenta..??
adakh skdr maenan perasaan y kesunyian..
y perlukn teman bicara,,penghibur sepi,,pengubat duka lara..??
atau sekadar gurauan jiwa...
siapa y punya chenta...
bayi,,kanak2,,remaja,,dewasa o warga tua..??


chenta...
chenta ialah bile nenek demam cmpy m'geletar tgn n ta larat na pot0ng kuku cndri...
tp at0k tolong pot0ngkn kuku nenek even tgn at0k cndri m'geletar dek krne usia...

chenta ialah bile ayah na mnum k0pi,,ma tl0ng buatkn..
ble da ciap,,ma mnum ckt k0pi uh..
na rase sme ke ta ngn k0pi fevret y salu ayah mnum..

chenta ialah bile kite ade skotak french fries kgemaran kite..
then kite bg kat dye sume nye(evn nga lapa) tnpe arpkn pape balasan p0n dri dye..


chenta ialah bile kite ade skotak french fries kgemaran kite..
then kite bg kat dye sume nye(evn nga lapa) tnpe arpkn pape balasan p0n dri dye..


chenta ialah bile ma b'tarung nyawa na lahirkn ank dye..
then tetibe dgr s0re tangisan baby..
0t0metik saket uh ilang...


chenta ialah bile dgr kwn2 ta pat pektikel ag..
cdeyh bile dgr 2..
b'd0a m0ge sume dpt tmpt pektikel cpt2..


chenta ialah bile y t'syg sggup tman kite stdy..
evn dye t;pkse tgglkn family wt smntre wktu,,
c dye ta kesa..
y pnting,,dpt bg kekuatan nt0k kite...


chenta ialah bile kite saket..
kwn2 sume tl0ng jage..
evn saket 2 ta sbrpe...


chenta ialah bile kite dpt tmpt pktikel ja0 dri family...
tp de kwn y sggup tumpngkn kite n layan kite cm family cndri...


chenta ialah bile kite bang0n lmbt pg td..
tp kwn ta lupe nt0k bekalkn mnknn kt kite nt0k lunch nnti...


chenta ialah bile dpt dgr je mmber kne wt sumtin y dye ta suke,,kite tetap bg full supp0rt...
evn taw dye ta suke menari,,tp kite tetap bg smgt kt dye..
sbb 2 da tugas dye...


chenta ialah bile gul nga windu gile2 kt b0y dye..
then b0y ajk kwar..
trus b'ciap scpt mgkin coz xcited..
kwar je dri gate,,trus nmpk kete b0y..
msuk je lam kete,,nmpk muke b0y y drindui 2...


chenta ialah bile dpt bsme2 nan y t'syg...
b'jln2 ke kedai mkn..
sme2 mnikmati angin malam...
bile nmpk kete o m0to lalu,,sl0wly y t'syg tolak kite ke tepi..


chenta ialah bile b'jauhan dgn c dye..
mnunggu mcj msuk...
dgr je t0ne mcj,,tg0k screen f0n..
senyuman t'ukir ble bce,, ''syg...'' ..


chenta ialah bile kite tg0k gmba dye..
then tetibe aer mate kwar..
sbb pe..??
chenta la 2...


chenta ialah bile kite m'hitung ari nt0k jmpe ngn c dye...
b'sbr mnunggu waktu 2...
sbb yakin c dye p0n ttap mnunggu..
''kebahagiaanku adalah bila bersamamu..
walaupun kita terpaksa berpisah,,fikirlah tentangku..
fikirlah tentang detik kita akan bertemu kembali..
tak kira berapa jauh p0n jarak kita,,
kita pasti dapat melalui detik ini bersama..''


yup...chenta byk definisi..
hak setiap individu nt0k m'definisi kn chenta 2...
de y pkir chenta 2 maenan duniawi je...
hanye y bt0l2 jujur lam b'chenta je taw mksud sbna chenta uh..
chenta adalah satu perasaan halus y de dalam aty tnpe kite sedari...
sekeras mane p0n aty sese0rg uh,,aq yakin chenta tetap ade d aty dye..
jgn menidak kn chenta..
kelak merana...
hidup tanpe chenta umpama p0kok y menunggu mase nt0k tumbang,,
buah y mnanti waktu nt0k gugur..
bunga y menanti saat nt0k layu..
tapi,,chenta ta smstinye kt pkwe je...
chenta ma...
chenta ayh..
chenta family..
chenta kwn2..
n y penting,,chenta ALLAH....
wallahualam....