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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

22 Februari 2011..

Aq windu dye cgt2...cgt3...! na cgt gtaw dye sal neyh...tp aq ta kwat..ta kwat na gtaw y aq windu dye..ta kwat na gtaw y aq sayang dye..n ta kwat na gtaw aq chentakn dye..sumpah aq benci pasaan neyh..im sick uf crying,,tired uf trying..yeah,,im smiling..but inside,,im dying..tired uf trying..urfff..i sh0uld n0t menti0n b0ut dat..cant say dat w0rd again..im n0t tryin at all..datz y i hate diz feelin!!i dunn0 wat sh0uld i d0 2 m8 him blieve dat i really need him..needin him s0 much!yup..im sick uf crying..al0ne..needin sum0ne 2 h0ld..needin his hand 2 wipe ma tears..haha..dreamin..!  =.=''
nape mesti aq ase gni..ta tahan ase na tanggung mnde neyh..hanye dye pngubat rindu..nama dye s0wg je y t'ukir lam aty aq..hanye name dye jej..khadiran dye da bwk byk mkne lam id0p aq..cnne t law dye prgi...

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Hahha..ct nur ain da jd dak jiwang skli ag!!!!!nukil uh..pasaan aq tyme neyh..aq na dye taw y aq sayang dye cgt2..mybe dye d0ubt nan pasaan aq skunk neyh an..ckp syg dye..tp ta pena tnjuk..ta pena na bwat dye pcaye y aq bt0l2 prlukn dye..nape mesti jd gni..npe bile da ja0,,kne jd gni..ase makin ja0 aq nan dye skunk neyh..
aq egt g bile aq gtaw ma sal dye..dup dap dup dap asenye..tak0wt ma marah..tp,,ajaib..ma ta marah p0n..tkejut gk aq bile reaksi ma ta cm y aq pk..ma juz ckp,,aslkn dye baek,,aq knal dye bt0l2,,ma ok jek.. =))
eppy gilew k0wt..angan2 da jd kenyataan..tp nape skunk msti jd gni..npe la ct nur ain ni bengap cgt..pe y susa cgt na yakinkan dye sal pasaan neyh!!mencinye gni...na mcj dye tp aq tak0wt..na cgt pggil dye ''bie...'' ..na cgt dye ckp ''syg,,luv u..'' windu cgt ayat uh..sumpah aq windu..na cgt gtaw,, ''bie,,syg windu bie..'' na cgt gtaw,, ''syg mnx maaf sbb da byk wt sala nan bie..'' tp aq ta kwat..sbb da byk kli aq wt sala n da byk kli aq mnx maaf,,but still aq ulang kesalahan aq uh.. cmpy aq tak0wt na gtaw pasaan aq.. aq tak0wt na demand.. aq na bie aq y dulu.. y happening..suke kenekn aq..suke pggil aq ''m0cip! ,, tem0x,, kembang..'' na dye ckp,, ''syg,,windu...'' bley ke aq dgr sume 2 ag lps ni?? pat0wt ke aq demand sume 2?? pat0wt ke...ta pat0wt an..aq ta pat0wt mnx pape da dri dye skunk neyh..aq ta pat0wt na demand lbeyh2..aq ta layak.. cdeyh ase.. im n0t gud enuff fa him..sumpah aq ase g2 je skunk neyh.. ptg td aq c0l ma..n aq gtaw y dye kem slm..ta sgke ma akn ckp,,kem slm kt dye bl8..tkejut gk..tp aq tataw na mcj,,na gtaw cnne kt dye..ntah.. aq ase tak0wt na mcj dye..tak0wt cgt2..dye cm dingin jek nan aq skunk neyh.. cdeyh cgt2 bile dpt mcj ta sme cm y aq arap.. sbb 2 aq ta mcj dye.. tak0wt na hadapi kedinginan dye uh.. ta baek an aq wt cnni..selfish nye aq..n last2 aq nanges s0wg2 sbb cdeyh,,windu dye..padan nan muke aq an..akak aq p0n ckp ta pat0wt aq wt g2..tp ntah..y aq taw skunk neyh,,aq tak0wt na hadapi kedinginan dye uh..ciyesly aq tak0wt na hadapi bie aq y skunk neyh..aq ta suke pasaan neyh..tp aq taley na tipu diri aq..ntah nape aq demand over cgt..da wt sala tp na demand lbeyh2 plak.. ='(
cdeyh nye skunk neyh..mlm ni ase cdeyh cgt2..afta borak nan nyna td,,aq ase makin cdeyh..nyna paham nan pe y aq ase skunk..nyna ckp ta pat0wt aq wt cnni..tp aq da tataw na wt cnne g..baek aq diam dri aq terus wt dye sket aty..tp nyna ckp,,nan cre ni,,mybe mnde ni akn ag teruk..ntah..y aq taw aq buntu skunk neyh..sumpah aq buntu..maapkan saye ye bintang aty..saye ta bagus ntok awk..saye da byk sala nan awk slme ni..saye ta kwat na hadapi awk skunk neyh..saye windu awk..sumpah saye windu awk..tp skunk,,mcm mkin teruk je..saye ta suke kite dingin cnni..tp saye tataw pe y pat0wt saye wt ntok ubah sume neyh.. saye na mnx maap.. saye da byk wt awk sala phm nan saye.. cmpy kdg2 lagu y saye dgr p0n da wt awk sala phm.. lagu2 2 tade kaitan p0n nan pe y saye ase skunk neyh.. kdg2 lagu uh ta mksudkn aty saye p0n.. lagu 2 hanye sekadar lagu.. saye mnx maap sbb da wt awk sala phm.. maap law awk ase saye sinis slame ni nan awk.. p0st2 kt fb skunk ni m0stly hanye tntg saye n 0pis.. tade kaitan nan hubungan kite skunk ni.. law awk nmpk p0st y d0wn dri saye,,awk jgn sala phm.. p0st hanye sekadar p0st.. ta sume de mksud.. kdg2 saye hanye p0st sbb saye b0san.. maap ag skali sbb da wt awk sala paham.. n maap ag skali law saye wt awk ase y saye nga ajar awk skunk neyh.. tp saye tam0 awk sala paham nan p0st2 kt fb 2..mmg sala saye.. saye ta cube na bagi awk phm saye slame ni.. sbb 2 awk salu sala paham nan saye an.. saye mnx maap.. ab0ut ur ex,,maapkn saye sbb da jeles.. mmg ta pat0wt saye ase cm 2 an.. dye kwn awk.. n sh0uld b da bez kind uf rite.. saye ta halang awk kwn nan dye.. saye ta pena t'pk p0n na suh awk bax off dri dye.. ta,,saye ta pena pk g2.. juz tyme 2 je saye ase jeles.. tyme 2 je.. maapkn saye.. maapkn saye law pe y saye ckp ni ta same cm pe y awk pk.. g0 on wif ur friendship.. saye ta kesa.. as l0ng as u lurve me.. maapkn saye sbb jrg mcj awk slame ni.. maapkn saye sbb ta cube nt0k tnjuk y saye bt0l2 sayangkn awk,,y saye bt0l2 perlukan awk.. tp saye na awk taw y Demi Allah,,saye bt0l2 sayangkn awk.. saye ta na ilang awk.. saye juz buntu.. tataw pe y pat0wt saye wt.. maapkn saye sbb da lantang b'suare kt cni.. maapkn saye sebab ta bterus terang nan awk.. saye ta kwat na gtaw pe y saye ase skunk neyh.. maapkn saye sbb da wt awk ta paham nan diri awk slame ni.. saye taw y saye ta pena paham awk slame ni.. sbb 2 kite cmni skunk.. maapkn saye.. hanye 2 je y mmpu saye mnx dri awk skunk ni.. jgn maapkn saye if awk ase 'maap' 2 senang je saye ckp.. tp saye na awk taw y saye bt0l2 mnx maap nan awk.. mnde ni saye tulis sbb ini pasaan saye.. pe y saye ase skunk ni.. saye bt0l2 rindukn awk.. arap cgt awk taw 2.. bintang aty,,maafkan saye..
saye chentakn awk cgt2..insyaAllah cmpy bile2..

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